Friday, July 15, 2016

Is it too much to ask

(Jan 15 2016)

I love motherhood and I love my kids. There is nothing more fulfilling for me to do right now. But every day I find myself asking myself, is it too much to ask...

  • To sleep past 5:30 AM?
  • To do my makeup without having to do my daughters too 
  • To eat a meal without a child touching me
  • To sit and eat for longer than 5 minutes without being asked to do something
  • To not help Eliza do absolutely everything 
  • To have the kids do the dishes...and vacuum... (OK at 1 and 3 it probably is)
  • Have more than one room clean at a time
  • Have time to finish a project. Just one.
  • To get a nap
  • Have my husband give me an hour massage every night? (probably it is)
  • To not hear "MOOOOOMMM!!! MOOOOMMM!!!! MOOOMM! litererally every 5 seconds?